Love letter # 255 When only I stopped seeking you, did I know for sure. When only I could cease to grasp, did you open up to me. And when I loved you strong and true how that flower bloomed. For then my love was a golden light – shining in your eyes.
Love letter # 870 After today I love you even more. It’s not that you’re suddenly better looking or more desirable. Rather, it’s that you have allowed me to be absolutely honest. And you have returned the favour. Even now you know what’s driving me – sometimes eating me, scaring me, crushing me – you … Continue reading
Love letter # 394 At our age, everyone has baggage. I guess that’s what makes these dramas so vexed. When I think about how much I love you my heart races and my breath catches and all the ghosts of my considerable caution come out to haunt me. I sense this is the same for … Continue reading
Indy has her first boyfriend. I met him last night. At Mike’s house. He is eighteen. He has a car. And a winning smile. She looks at him with doe eyes. I hope she makes a better fist of it than I did. Because I see in her today all of the tremors of my … Continue reading
Love letter # 348 I’m sorry – but I’m calling it now rather than later. I can no longer pretend. I have played my cards. Declared my love and had it turned down. There is nowhere else for me to go. But away. I understand that it is my weakness, not a fault in you. … Continue reading
Love letter # 218 The end of isolation and bitterness does not lie behind a wall – it rests in the arms of love. The demons shall not be chased out by darkness – they shall be banished by the light. It is when we allow ourselves to be loved that our fear and mistrust … Continue reading