Author: Paul Ransom

  • Love letter # 639

    So subtle sometimes. Under the radar. A blink, and there you are. Beside me, inside me. So much so that I nearly become you. There are no words. Not now.

  • Love letter # 217

    Ask once and the answer is yes. Ask a hundred times and it will be no. My love will not hold up under scrutiny. It will not consistently meet the criteria. Neither will yours. Therefore, I shall not dissect and quantify your affections, just as I shall not expect them. Although you have said “I…

  • Love letter # 1001

    Shall we apply the old standards…or would you like to break with convention? We could, of course, repeat old patterns. Bring the grime of history to our table. Start with a spark, end with a smear of ash. Rub more salt in. Or we could choose something else. But that is just fighting talk; and…

  • Love letter # 411

    Love letter # 411

    Seeking distance. Numbness. A blaze of sex. Blur of intoxication. Defiant self-talk. Strip you from my skin. Tear that page out. Now the wound of folly. Dishonour. You only said goodbye. I scratched the paint from the walls. Hoping that the ruins would set me free. They did not. In time, this blood will clot,…

  • Love letter # 601

    There is a language. I may once have been fluent. No more. All the signs are hieroglyphic. The gestures ambiguous. Today, I look at you and wonder. What is that smile, that look? Though I find myself wishing them hopeful, I remind myself that they are likely habit. A friendly disposition. An openness. Perhaps no…

  • Love letter # 555

    There is nothing I can say here that you do not already know. This is merely an act of confirmation. Though it may be dressed in a thousand ways, the truth is naked. The end.

  • Love letter # 105

    I am not sure what to say. Maybe nothing would be wiser. I could defer to the standard language, but those words are broken. What it boils down to is this: I like being with you, and I would like to spend more time in your presence. I do not feel the need to pretend…

  • Love letter # 95

    I send this message knowing the chances of you receiving it are slender. I have no expectation of an answer, nor of any other exceptional outcome. Life is not Netflix. We are not destined. In lieu of miracles, I speak for the joy of speaking. To have it said. To know it is out there.…

  • Love letter # 578

    You ask me why, knowing there is no ready answer. These things are not rational. There is no checklist. Love is not given as a prize, nor as a reward for effort. I realise this sounds harsh – evasive – for I have been you more often than not. I have longed for, courted, endeavoured…

  • Love letter # 732

    There are moments when everything is so clear, as though the hidden simplicity of things was made abundantly known. This may seem metaphysical – spiritual – yet it is as close as kindness. In this light we see ourselves. Fragile and fraught. We have the gift of love in our hands, yet so often we…