Month: June 2011

  • Love letter # 40

    It is strange to wake up without hope. Liberating. Now at last I am free to love you as I may. No waiting by the phone. No hanging on Facebook. Just love – and moving through the day. Not weary. Not fretful. Unshackled. This is your final gift to me. Yesterday, my longing was choked…

  • Love letter # 100

    How do you cram into mere words the things that are oceans inside you? Will this letter sound mad? Unreasonable? Will you think I’ve lost it? Probably – but there is always a reason for these things; they never come out of the blue. We all live in a world that is both real and…

  • Love letter # 273

    Exactly when I cannot say – but I am absolutely certain that somewhere along the line I was forced to abandon the illusion of control. There is, after all, something greater than me. Don’t ask me to explain it, but something about the way I loved you changed the world…from the inside. One day, I…

  • Love letter # 135

    Because you asked me not to, I have tried not to love you. I have failed. It seems that whenever I am close to cutting you off, you sense it. You reel me in. Just as I’m convincing myself that you don’t care, and that I am finally okay with that, your voice on the…